I try to keep in touch with people.
I know everyone is busy with their own lives, but I message to try and keep in touch.
If they’re feeling down, I let them know I’m here to listen.
If they say they’re bored, I say I’m free at some point to do something.
I feel, if i didn’t message them then I wouldn’t see them.
Why don’t they message me for a change? Am I that boring that this is their way of no longer wanting to see me? It makes me feel like crap.
I want to feel apart of the lives of those who are important to me, and hopefully I’m somewhat important to them.
How can you be a big part of someone’s life but then not even talk/ see them?
I really think if I just moved to another town, they wouldn’t miss me or try to keep in touch.
I am aware I sound pathetic, but it makes me cross when these people are big parts of my life.
Why do I bother?